Chris,
I know this was a bit intrusive me asking about Cody's suicide. And... I... am...sorry to hear about your Cody. Then again, if I know of Cody, I guess he's my Cody as well...now. But you are are the one volunteering the information(s) starting our email correspondence. You came to me instead of the other way around. And you keep making wrong assumptions about me ahead of getting to know me...first. I'm easy to get to know...face to face. I pretty good about volunteering information up front; all of the bad stuff, up front, like my pet peeves, faith, etc.. This way, those who will eventually walk away from you anyway, and usually without telling you why, I will be better position "Abel" figuring out why..?
Then again, your way is sort of the same thing.
But, it's a little irritating you keep assuming the same as all the others, I'm Bipolar. This was the reason behind "HOMOPOLAR" a neologism of mine. And it actually helped spring me from involuntary admittance to Georgia Regional Hospital; a stigmatism my mother and the Methodist establishment refusing to help me defuse. Each and every one of them are lucky someone is not blowing their brains out. I'm certainly "Abel" empathizing with these people. They are definitely a bunch of learned helplessness; also known as UNIPOLAR DEPRESSION. It's a form of denial. Oh my god are they indifferent; which is pathology somewhere else.
It's true, God (THE METHODIST ONE) specializes in happy endings.
You should have attended bible study with me at St. Mark UMC tonight. Per their Rev. John Turrlington, Rev. "DR." Beth's bible study 101....IS...nothing but a...WALK...through the graveyard! Although he's unware he's the one squealing on Beth; he's the one who accidently said it! This means he's the one having already thought it!
And what's wrong with being a literal thinker? As all language is assumption based, nothing that's specific enough that it can't be interpreted more than one way. Of course our brain is like a computer; the human brain invented it. And this takes the luxury of leisure time being "Abel" being so.
What was your childhood years like? Lots of leisure time "relativity" as in "theory" to the other kids?
Being so isolated with due to having a crystal meths addiction, and being the one having performed his own intervention; The reverend ass St. Mark's Senior Pastor Dr. Beth is nothing but a Catholic Fag Hag being paid a Methodist Administer! And I said this to their T(he)G(ay)O(ne) pastor Rev. Joshua having sat down with him for dinner tonight after Beth's walk through the graveyard.
"SHE'S METHODIST NOW!"
he says before getting up and leaving me alone at the table. And I even told him before this, anytime a church is empty, it's nothing but a symbol of gold hoarding. Also asked of him how does one sell a drug to an audience that has already bought it? That he might as well be a drug dealer. Of course he didn't sit with me long. His God specializes in happy endings. And I also asked of him, as he's getting up but before getting away, if he's heard about the teacher who hanged herself?
Of course he didn't.
Said I'd send him the link.
Oh! Almost forgot! The original reason logging into my mail tonight was letting you know, as well as, hoping you are not too terribly mad at me for uploading our most recent email exchanges up to my blog. Just way too much synchronicity for me "Abel" not doing so. And you even said in another email exchange, "SYNCHRONICITY ROCKS!"
Here's the link to the blog article.
Read through it once while studying the pictures carefully. The read through it again backwards. Study the pictures. Read through it again. Etc., Etc., Etc.. Let me know whether or not you learn more, catching something, you didn't catch the first time reading straight through? Then whether or not you keep catching more with each readings?
And all the men with tattoo, my search engine pulled up when I google searched: "Butterflygayguy"..?
Who knows...maybe Cody's a butterfly now? Our universe...IS...a great recycler of it's resources.
But God is still INDIFFERENT!
The BIG ONE that is,
Never put a period where there should be comma.
We can flip-flop on this topic for all eternity! Should this be possible..?
Sincerely yours,
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Jim Ed
p.s. And of course I've heard the song "It Only Takes a Spark!" Used to be "Abel" playing it on the piano! That's leisure time isn't it?
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Funny that you would mention that story; I read about that too. She looked 'homely' & supposedly it was because her dad also committed suicide? Anyway, since you were once active in a Methodist church, do u remember THIS song??? "it only takes a spark to get a fire going" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tadZ8nCLBsI OR acustic version : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCjR4dlY33k OR Evie Tornquist version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXsJuaOLpUY OR youth choir version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGwWSV3ePAc LOL. Be sure to have a camp fire with grahm crackers, marshmellows & chocolate to make SEAMORES while listening to these versions. cHrIs
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No , Cody owned his own house @ 1201 Valerie Woods Dr. Stone Mtn. Ga 30083; he cut a garden house & attached to from the exhaust pipe to the inside of his MG midget car. I of course found his body. James, he was slowly committing suicide anyway, because of his nicotine & gin addiction. And no, I was never a rabbit in a past life; my life path is '3'; the butterfly & my name vibration is '9'; the OWL; that's why I hate going to bed at night. BTW, I consider myself to be a gay civil rights activist; but the gay community in Atlanta is so apathetic. I need a volunteer to record my 'harassment & discrimination' on either a smart phone or even my camcorder. Here's what happened to my, on the 1 year anniversary od Cody's suicide , over in Buckhead; " KING & SPALDING's RAYMOND E. BALTZ JR. has a lot in common with George Zimmerman; RAYMOND E. BALTZ Jr. & his all white TAX EXEMPT NON PROFIT 'BuckHead Baseball' surrounded me (A U.S. LAW ABIDING GAY CROSSDRESSER) like a Leo Frank LYNCH MOB, & demanded that i leave a Atlanta public park; SIMPLY BECAUSE I WAS CROSSDRESSED!! When i threatened to report his actions, Ray Baltz Jr.(a LAWYER) told me, in front of his 'Leo Frank type Lynch mob', that "it would be your word against ours, & who would believe yours???"! Google 'it's name for more details. WHY IS FULTON COUNTY TURNING A BLIND EYE TO THIS ANTI-GAY HARASSMENT???? Please warn Atlanta's L/G/B/T community to stay the hell away from FRANKIE ALLEN park, cause Atlanta turns a blind eye; when i hand delivered my "HUMAN RIGHTS COMMISSION' complaint form to city hall, IT DISSAPEARED! That's how corrupt & backward Atlanta is! Chris, not Cody
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Chris,
By any chance, did you happen to be a rabbit in a previous life? Maybe even still a dead one?
I know it a stupid question? But I do have my reasons..?
I'm curious, how did Cody commit his suicide? And pray to God he didn't hop out into the Clairmont Road traffic accomplishing this? Almost! In front of our Sunshine Camp for Children with Cancer? Landing right square in the middle of the median? Although side ways; he appeared to be going one way? But I'm not sure the right way..??
Sincerely,
Jim Ed
On Sunday, March 1, 2015 5:55 AM, cody dobson <cocacolasucks2002@yahoo.com> wrote:
"What could we have done?
What could we have said or something to help her because she would even talk to us
about
~(FORMER ? STUDENT)~
A Placentia school was shocked and wracked with grief after a 31-year-old teacher was found hanging by students in an El Dorado High School classroom Monday.
Authorities responded to a 911 call at the school at 8:34 a.m. and found Jillian Jacobson, of Anaheim, in full cardiac arrest.
Police said students in Jacobson's first period photography class found that their classroom was locked, so they notified another teacher.
Authorities responded to a 911 call at the school at 8:34 a.m. and found Jillian Jacobson, of Anaheim, in full cardiac arrest.
Police said students in Jacobson's first period photography class found that their classroom was locked, so they notified another teacher.
Students find teacher hanging in Placentia classroom | abc7.com: One former student, Kylie Bentley, was in tears at the vigil, wondering what could have been done to prevent Jacobson's suicide.
"What could we have done? What could we have said or something to help her because she would even talk to us about how suicide was not the answer," she said.
"What could we have done? What could we have said or something to help her because she would even talk to us about how suicide was not the answer," she said.
OLIVER TWIST
minus
OLIVER!
equals
THOU ARTFUL DODGER..?
THAT's ART!SHE TIMED IT?
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Interesting. Very interesting. Yet so sad.
Near Los Angeles, students returning to school, found their photography teacher having hanged herself in their classroom. And I can't help but wonder, what could she be trying to tell them, her students?
To be a photography teacher, she definitely saw the world a different way than the rest of us. Most definitely, she's trying to tell her students something? The rest of us as well? Trying, the only way she best "ABEL" figuring out how?
And maybe I'm like her in some ways due to having an hearing impairment..? Maybe I will follow her..? For I do not blame her?
I most definitely see the potential, for her, to be following in the footsteps of our Jesus of Nazareth. We will just have to wait and see how the students react...first? A teaching moment?
Everyday someone is dying for ours sins so that we may live; everyday is Easter. Our Jesus of Nazareth, I'm certainly convinced, was not the first one who tried.
Shirley Phelps-Roper definitely right about one thing, at least, among all the controversy associated with America's Most Hated Family; our children of this generation certainly are aware, just by observing their elders' behavior, even mine (see the pun here?), they haven't much hope. Why should they even try?
So the Phelps clan are only doing, based on knowing who...THEY... are, getting attention to their message the only way they best "ABEL" figuring out how.
Eventually, hopefully, someone, somewhere, somehow; "ABEL" starting a fire..?
I certainly do believe our DNA has already been corrupted. No hope. But still I keep trying.
It only take a spark to get a fire going.
On Sunday, March 1, 2015 4:44 AM, cody dobson <cocacolasucks2002@yahoo.com> wrote:
James, u don't understand. Brandi, the lady who owned the condo next to me, moved out of state. And because it was empty, no 1 was there to leave the faucets dripping. Anyway, I finally found my camcorder which also snaps pics. But it's very confusing to operate. The funny thing is, it's a "child's toy"! I kid u not, I brought my NURF high definition cam corder from TOYS R US for 20 bucks! I had to buy the sg? card for it to work; & that cost MORE than the NURF CAMCORDER! And it came with a instruction book! I misplaced it & the cd for the computer. I was playing around with it last night, trying to figure out how to operate it. I finally realized how to 'view' images thur the tv/ pc monitor. U know, there was a really good movie made a few years ago that reminds me of this situation; The Last Mimzy is the story of the attempt by humans in the distant future to avert a catastrophic ecological disaster that has destroyed their world. High tech devices disguised as toys are sent back in time to Noah and Emma Wilder, children living in early 21st century Seattle. The "toys" are incomprehensible to Emma (Rhiannon Leigh Wryn) and Noah (Chris O'Neil), except for what appears to be a stuffed rabbit. Sensing the paranormal strangeness of the devices, the children initially keep their discovery secret from their parents.
Emma becomes telepathically connected to the stuffed rabbit, named Mimzy, and learns how to operate the devices. Interaction with the devices causes the children to develop advanced knowledge, genius-level intelligence and psionic abilities. Because of her psychic connection with Mimzy, Emma's development of her abilities is much stronger than her older brother's; she is the only one to display empathy, telepathy, levitation, and telekinesis (though Noah can also telepathically communicate with her once she has telepathically contacted him). Emma is also the only one who can use the Spinners, strange spinning, telekinetically floating rocks that produce a force-field. Noah's strong psionic/physic abilities are developed through a card and a seashell. He gains increased intelligence, knowledge, telepathy, empathic communication with, and control over, arthropods. He can also use the card to enable him to telekinetically teleport objects through a small dimensional rift after staring at it and observing his surroundings. At one point, Noah becomes somewhat envious of his sister's psionic prowess, but she reveals to him that even though she is the Chosen One, he is her Chosen Engineer and she cannot "build the bridge to the future" without him.
The children's unusual psionic and mental abilities and Emma's attachment to Mimzy alert their parents and schoolteachers to the devices. Later, Noah accidentally fuses the card with a blue blob, turning it into a Generator that causes a power black-out over half the state of Washington, alerting the FBI to their activities. The family is held for questioning by Special Agent Nathaniel Broadman (Michael Clarke Duncan), and it is revealed that Mimzy is actually a highly advanced form of artificial life utilizing nanotechnology created by Intel. Mimzy has brought a message from humanity's distant future. Emma explains that pollution has corrupted humanity's DNA. Many rabbits like Mimzy have been sent to the past, but none have successfully returned. Mimzy is the last one remaining, but is now dying. The reason for the other Mimzys' deaths is that the Chosen Ones before Emma had no Engineers (like Noah) to help build the bridge across time. Mimzy explains to the children that they must use the toys as a time machine to return it to the future with uncorrupted 21st century human DNA, which the people of the future can use to correct the damage to their DNA caused by ecological problems.
Despite attempts by the FBI to prevent them, Noah and Emma use their psionic abilities to escape so that they can activate a time portal. Before leaving, Mimzy absorbs a tear from Emma, thus providing the DNA required to restore humanity's corrupted DNA. Emma is almost sucked into the future with Mimzy, but Noah grabs Emma and pulls her out of the portal just as Mimzy is sent back to its own time. The world has become a beautiful place, where humanity has integrated into the constructed ecosystems. The story ends with Emma's teacher (Julia Arkos) calling on Emma in class, asking what she did over her weekend break. Emma simply smiles.
On Sunday, March 1, 2015 12:43 AM, James Avery <jeaverydvm87@att.net> wrote:
Chris,
This is not making any sense. Why is this female wanting you sending her pics of buckled up floors if the water from busted pipes causing these floors buckling belongs to her; assuming still living next door. Can't she just walk next door and take these picture herself? If still needing pictures?
Why would I charge you for me taking pictures of these floor? Sure! No problem. Put a camera in my hand or have me bring mine. I'll take picture of these floors for you. But I'm not about to guarantee you anything with these pics in any way, shape, or form. Surely I'm no better at taking them than you could. What I have learned...this digital day and age...just click up a whole bunch for each and every scene. Then delete all but those wanting to keep; if any at all. Still not about to guarantee you able getting a pic satisfying a female's needs.
If you still have the manual coming with these equipments; I'm willing to help you figure out uploading these pics?
On Friday, February 27, 2015 4:16 PM, cody dobson <cocacolasucks2002@yahoo.com> wrote:
James, how much would you charge to take pics. of my condo? My hardwood floor is buckled up cause of my next door neighbor's burst pipes. She wants me to send her pics. But i don't know how to upload images. I could pick you up & drive you back; my condo is only about 4 miles from Emory, in Kirkwood. These are pics of my condo BEFORE i moved in: Kirkwood Home
I...AM...always accused of being too "analytical!"
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On Friday, February 27, 2015 12:48 PM, cody dobson <cocacolasucks2002@yahoo.com> wrote:
MagicJack is the cheapest phone service you can buy; but it requires a computer connection. (VOIP stands for 'VOICE OVER INTERNET PROTOCAL' . And MJ won't work very well if you have a slow (DSL) provider. I have a HD (high definition) camcorder, but can't figure out how to upload, or to even view my footage on a monitor! chris
On Friday, February 27, 2015 4:02 AM, James Avery <jeaverydvm87@att.net> wrote:
Sorry to hear about your Cody.
Pretty much technologically illiterate myself. Never even heard of Magic Jack.
On Thursday, February 26, 2015 4:47 AM, cody dobson <cocacolasucks2002@yahoo.com> wrote:
Cody Dobson was my former friend/ boyfriend/landlord; he committed SUICIDE in 08; he was 10 years my senior. Because of his LOW self esteem, Cody had 3 addictions; gin, gay porn & nicotine. I created this address for him in 2002; but I can't figure out how to change his name that shows up when I send e-mail. BUT WHY WOULD I WANT TO? THE G.D. GOVT. USES $OCIAL MEDIA FOR 'DATA MINING' ETC. I prefer my privacy. I'm not knowledgeable with technology; I've never uploaded any video's ; even thought do own a camcorder. I can't figure out how to use wifi AND magic jack; it's all so confusing.
On Wednesday, February 25, 2015 8:17 PM, James Avery <jeaverydvm87@att.net> wrote:
Chris,
I also wear dog tags that read: Homosexual, Faggot, Queer, Proud; the other one with the usual information except for Positive Atheism for my religion. In other words, I haven't always been an atheist. Short of a divine intervention by the big guy himself, can pretty much count on me always being an atheist the rest of what's left of my life. Otherwise, my conscience is pretty much telling me that I'm not doing anything too terribly wrong.
If I didn't have self esteem, self respect, and self love; would I be doing what I'm doing out on my front lawn? It's called "CONSTRUCTIVE CONFRONTATION." If my behavior is freaking people out, why is no one able stopping me? Or even trying?
Everyone who stops and speaks with me, and there has not been many, end up walking away surprised; even speechless.
It's true:
ONCE THOUGHT, CANNOT BE UN THOUGHT AGAIN.
It's true:
ONCE THOUGHT, CANNOT BE UN THOUGHT AGAIN.
I...AM...always accused of being too "analytical!"
And that's not the same as saying no one should be; they didn't need hearing it.
And why do you keep saying; Chris, not Cody? You do come up in the address box as being cody dobson <cocacolasucks2002@yahoo.com>.
Not my doings..?
Not my doings..?
On Wednesday, February 25, 2015 4:33 AM, cody dobson <cocacolasucks2002@yahoo.com> wrote:
Jim, I havn't met you, & to be honest, you're kinda freaking $HEEPLE out! Even moi'! But im not 'writing you off', even though I'm offended by the 'Horney Faggot' lables you put on yourself. I'm sure you've heard of the passage "AS A MAN THINKETH, SO IS HE". Think of your brain as a COMPUTER, literally. When you 'program' your mind as a 'horny faggot', depressing to hang with, YOU PROJECT THAT WHICH YOU THINK! I happen to be a literal thinker; while growing up, I thought that I was slow. But years after graduating H.S., I learned from a hypnotist that I wasn't slow, but rather a LITERAL THINKER. In other words, I , like a computer, can interpet things in more than one way, UNLESS IT'S PRESENTED IN A VERY SPECIFIC WAY. When I was in 5th grade, my mom had me take a psychological exam, it showed that I was overly analytical. AND I'M STILL WAY TOO ANALYTICAL! Can't help it. But at least it's helped me in winning 'stuff', like 2 cars, 1 Harley, & lots of trips! So now I'm analyzing odds in relation to certain lotto games! ...Jim, have you noticed that a lot of gay people tend to be SELF DESTRUCTIVE?? I BLAME it on lack of self esteem, & self respect & self love. Do you LOVE YOURSELF, Jim??? Your friend, Chris, not Cody WANNA READ MY BLOGS & SEE THE 18 PICS OF ME, CROSSDRESSED??
http://www.matchdoctor.com/myProfile.aspx?page=7 To read my blogs on MD, I guess u would have to sign up FREE, & then look up my nick 'ButterflyGayGuy'. Chris
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never put a period where there ought to be a coma..?
(never got around to going back with a camera)
i DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU; BUT I'M WILLING TO TRY...
the neutral system,
http://www.matchdoctor.com/myProfile.aspx?page=7 To read my blogs on MD, I guess u would have to sign up FREE, & then look up my nick 'ButterflyGayGuy'. Chris
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(never got around to going back with a camera)
the neutral system,
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